Re: feeling sorry for my wife.
I feel for both of you, that illness is a hard pill to swallow. Too bad she was not wired to accept your kindness right now. You are kind, and very generous. A wise person shared with me that just because it is over, does not mean that they didn't love you with all they had. You never know, all good byes are not gone. You W has a lot of challenges in front of her, and I don't know where she is going to get the next man to support her in her illness like you have. Not a common trait. You on the other hand will come out the victor, God knows the intentions of our hearts and he will reward you will more love than you can hold ;o)