We're finally separating for real. No more games, half in half out etc. Putting our house up for sale this weekend and already scouting out new places.
We are being very amicable about this, which makes it better than hating each other. She believes in the whole 50/50 thing right down the line from material things to our savings etc.
We're not going to rush to divorce court, because there really isn't any point, I'll never say "I do" again, so no hurry to needlessly spend that money. We have no debt, except the house, so there won't be any financial aftermath issues.
This thing that really sucks is although I'm glad she finally realizes that we aren't going anywhere this way, I'm still not worth fighting for, I've been expendable now in both marriages and that is a kick to the chick-lets.
But at least the slow bleeding can finally stop and I can heal.
I know this is tough for you, but congrats on finally coming to a conclusion, and a chance to finally find some happy for yourself. If you approach this as a new beginning for yourself, you are going to thrive.
I think she finally realized that we weren't going anywhere or maybe she finally felt sorry for me, since I for some reason couldn't leave? Who knows really???
She actually initiated it, the first time she has initiated anything in years.
I'd go ahead and divorce - you wouldn't want any fallout if she gets into debt, etc. What if she didn't have enough taxes withheld and you're liable, etc. If you aren't contesting anything it will be inexpensive. Just do it. It doesn't have to be so you guys can marry others.
I just can't believe how good she is being about this, I honestly didn't want tears, because I know it's too late for us, but she shows no feeling of loss at all? As long as I'm keeping everything on a purely "to do" list level and keep my emotions out of it, I do fine, but if I stop and think how I've been easily expendable again- OUCH!
Our house goes for sale officially tonight, so I hope it sells quickly, so we can move on and put this behind us.
I would not urge you to rush harder than you can. But there were lots of things I did not address as I did not have the emotional bandwidth to cope with them at the time, but I felt better once they were done. I suspect the act of divorce might be the same for you.
I am going thru divorce that we have bot agreed upon, one which I initiated, and I too have felt those same feelings....wondering if he really ever cared, thinking I must not be worth fighting for as he seems eager to get this over with, feeling rejected all over again. I don't know your situation but the good thing here is that you guys are working together to make this final, it sure could be worse. If you reflect on the marriage, was there anything to save? Is here anything you could have done differently? You really ha to let it go because this is where you are now and going back is probably not possible. Focus on your move fwd ad the rest is managing the legal stuff.
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