Re: Pushed until I told him to leave...and then he RAN FAST!
Last post for now.....lol....
Today I texted him and said, "I am deeply sorry for any hurt, injury, or damage I have caused you. And I forgive you." The response about 30 minutes later was "Thank you." After all, there is nothing he might to apologize for....right??? I am hurt and sad, but I do forgive him, because I cannot hold onto that bitterness. But don't worry, I will be reading up on the 180 tonight. As difficult as it might be, I will not take him back. I will not ask him to come back, and I will not allow him back. Too much has happened. As good as things were in the beginning, they have been so horrible the last couple of months. The pain sucks right now, but I know my children and I are better off without him. I fully mourn the loss, and cry often. However I realize the loss is of a short lived fantasy. I will not miss the reality.
Last edited by howdouknow; 09-16-2016 at 09:52 PM.