12-09-2011, 03:49 PM
Join Date: Feb 2011
| | just afraid
exactly 1 year ago i found husband under the covers with someone else.
this made me realise just how much i loved him (which i hadnt up till that point, and admit probably drove him to her)
spent until september begging, pleading with him, still living in same house for him to give me a chance. he refused over and over.
september i file for divorce because i could take no more, and i went overseas alone. i had spent months alone and undesired, had a holiday fling.
returned, h all of a sudden wants to work it out, giving me no explanation for his chgange of heart. (i think his girlfriend all of a sudden realised how real the situation was and got scared).
had offer on house we accepted. despite it all i still love him. dont have any strength left to mke decisions. too scared to see divorce through and too scared to stop it