Originally Posted by Secondguessing View Post
I can't say that you are wrong about that - I just can't help it. Of course I love my daughters and there are instants when thinking of them almost knocks me over but for the most part, I think about my wife.
This, right now you need to think of your daughters, get yourself back in their life, get contact sorted, see them, speak to them, don't let them get distanced. You love them they are your life and your future right now, don't leave it and become alienated.
I understand your thoughts for your wife, I have been there and done that, but given your posts I don't see anything left in it for you as a marriage, but you have everything as a father, they are your girls and always will be no matter, unless you extend that distance.
They will give you something more than you know right now, lift the depression, give a real purpose, a connection enduring love and a reason for you to give devotion. It will fill your time and life and you will brighten up and move on, and you will be their Dad, the Dad they want and need. You clearly have the emotion in you for them as just thinking of them almost a knocks you over. So go, go see them live for them right now, get that part sorted and enjoy it.