Re: She treats me horribly but i still want her back, why?
I guess I could have clarified on this so there is assumption that needed to develop a mental problem to invoke sympathy among readers, because breaking up with the father of your children and then deciding your going to keep the children away from father because you don't like him anymore and you can isn't reason enough to empathize with my position. Post Pardom depression and extreme elevated estrogen levels were terms thrown around buy a therapist we both see often and developed during her second pregnancy.
As far as what she is telling everyone she knows, Im pretty sure it's the same thing she is telling me she discovered about me . He is a narcissistic, emotionally abusive person who is incapable of love. He tricked me into loving him, drained me emotionally and physically until I had no more to give. He is emotionless and self centered and only cares about himself. Oh, did I mention he is bi polar ******* with manic tendencies.
I can tell you this because I assure you other than being diagnosed with Bi Polar disorder as a teenager, and being guilty of being an ******* from time to time, the rest of that is a far stretch to say the least.
I appreciate the feedback and I realize there could be some co dependency here. I am honestly getting tired of allowing myself to get stuck in these emotions and wish I was able to not care at all about how she feels, what she thinks about me, and who she may or may not be sleeping with. I know the thought of another man moving in to her home where my daughters sleep when she has them more than I do, so by default that guy lives with my girls more than I do is the hardest thought to comprehend.