02-17-2012, 08:45 AM
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| Re: Another back slide of my progress
@ canguy, no i dont want her back anymore theres a time i did, but this whole thing that has happened will never go away, to much to get over. There would always be a huge elephant in the room. I know what shes capable of now and i could never rest easy and would always feel as thougj it would be a matter of time before she went off the deep end again. The quality that i respected and loved about my wife was that she was an honest, trustworthy, woman. That quality is gone. And could never be restored. Would i like her to realize she f'd up oneday, absolutely i would be lying if i didnt. But i cant base my life on it and wait for her to. I have to assume she never will, and move on. Like i said before i think she will realize it but im sure ill never hear it. To much pride on herpart. But knowone will ever love that woman like i did. Someone could have thrown acid on her face and i would have never left her side. Lets see how many other guys love her like i did. It will hit her someday im sure Posted via Mobile Device |
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