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It's our Independance day today here in our country.

Like x-mas days and New years eve, it's a day for family. I use to love x-mas and new years eve and days like today. I use to prepair days ahead and was happy. We were always together.But I hate it now. Cant help but feeling so alone when I see families every where. I see fathers with their children palying and just having fun.

I woke up today with that same feeling I had on x-mas day. I hate days like this. My girls are so exited and I just put on a face looking exited. My 4 year old daughter have been asking alot after her father lately and she asked today too. I saw families today going out to celebrate. It just got me so sad
Please let today go fast..just want to go to sleep

I want the kids!

I have not gotten to where you are yet but will be in the future. Just do the best you can to enjoy your kids. Give them an extra hug since they won't get it from their Dad.

Take care,

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Thank you...
I'm sorry to hear about your situation.
I survived x-mas, so I'll survive this day too..
I really try to focus on my kids on days like this.It just gets me so down when I see fathers with their children...
Hope next year will be better..