05-23-2012, 07:04 AM
Join Date: Apr 2012
| | im having a hard day, i keep replaying everything in my head.
Now that i know he has a girlfriend and was probably with her even when we were together. Everything is adding up, all the lies. He wasnt paying me child support for a while (does now a little and i go to court for it tomorrow) and he has spent money on her, hotels to see her, etc. That really makes me mad. And now he is ignoring me.
Now i realize that he was lying about her because he didnt want me to know about her til after i filed for child support. He leading me on to avoid paying the full amount.
its all just running through my head. Im starting to snap at my kids because i never get a break, i need time to myself some to take everything in. I want to go out with friends soon just to stop thinking about everything, but i feel trapped at the house with the kids. (we do go to the park and stuff, but i want some adult time to talk to my friends about how i feel and what im going through and to get out of the house and the park, lol!!)