07-25-2012, 11:00 AM
Join Date: Jul 2012
| | Today 32 years ago....
Today is/was/would have been? our 32nd anniversary. I've been in a funk for days, but today, surprisingly, I'm in a good mood. 'Course the day is young.
The sun is shining, which I don't get. It should be dark, gloomy and pouring rain, like it has been in my heart for the past three months. Instead its beautiful just like it was on our wedding day.
Due to the time difference between here and where we were married, I was barely awake at the exact moment that I would have been starting down the aisle 32 years ago. Probably just as well. It would have been awful to relive it moment by moment.
I can't help wondering if he even remembers what today is. And if he does, does he have even the slightest twinge of ....I dunno...regret?, love?
I'm so glad I found this place, otherwise I think I would be sitting here crying. Just to warn you though, I may be back doing just that.