Have you heard of the silent scream? It's when you open your mouth, let out the AAAAGHH & don't actually make any noise...or just let it out on the computer
I wish I could help more...
Sorry about your job, you can't talk to your bosses about the other job and being held to this closing facility is not fair?
When I was a kid, I never understood why my childhood was so difficult. Mom always said, God was testing the one's he loved the most the hardest. Although as a grown up, I dont totally agree with that concept, I've realized one thing, that being, if your childhood sucked, what you make out of your adulthood is up to you. I think I've suceeded at that almost. At times, I let my childhood come in and it creates the feelings of tension and anger for me. But I've become pretty good at living a happy, grown up life. My point? Slowly but surely, start taking control over your own life. You control how you feel, that power is in your hands, not your boss's and not your bipolar W.
We're not perfect, I get these urges sometimes to dwell in the difficulties I've had. I had to pay for my undergraduate training and post-graduate training and work full-time and keep my scholarships. It made me resentful sometimes and I can sit here and dwell on all the liesures that ppl in school had and I didn't b/c I had to work hard, but you know what, I made it b/c I made the most out of it.
Let go of the past, the memories, you need a bucket-list. So far, I've learned to play the piano (I'm no Beethoven), take yoga classes, go kayaking and my next task is to go para-gliding (I'm training myself not to pee my pants though) and talk the hubby into dance classes with me.
All of you on here, need a bucket list, this includes: feeling alone, IWL (Iwantlove), DeniseK. Who's first?
Stay positive. A healthy body is a healthy mind.
On another note, I don't mean to be 2yrs old, but I love these smiley faces!