10-27-2009, 08:57 PM
Join Date: Aug 2009
| | Re: I think I belong here now
I think I had mentioned here once before that my sister-in-law's father was recently diagnosed with brain cancer. The cancer has rapidly progressed which has caused him to be immobile, only recognizes his close family, and is unable to hold a conversation. His time is very limited and he's only 61.
My sister-in-law's family and my family are pretty close. I can't imagine what they are going through. However, I can probably somewhat relate to the grief that her mother is enduring. It has been a heart wrenching few months for both of our families.
I had a thought today where I wondered if something bad happened to me now, if my H would show up to care for me? I highly doubt he would give me the level of care and compassion he once had. I just have this overwhelming sense that he doesn't even care about me now.
I really shouldn't worry myself with these thoughts. After all, I should be moving on and not worry myself with someone who may or may not care about me.