03-28-2011, 12:16 PM
Join Date: Mar 2011
| | Re: Moving on - do or do not
Thank you. You are all right. Like I said, I don't want to play games with him and I guess that is how it would seem because I am still not 100% ready to leave for good. I have behaved so stupidly throughout this entire relationship. Immature is right. I care so much about him and I have invested a lot into this relationship. My fear has caused me to act dramatically without thinking it through. But all this has done is drag on the hard times. I am unable to move on and we are unable to fix our problems. I want to blame him for everything, he has done a lot of inconsiderate and irresponsible things, but I am realizing more and more that I am to blame for a good chunk of our failures. Even if our relationship never succeeds, I will have learned a lot about myself and my own weaknesses. Thank you for your honest advice.