Hello, my friends.
Today, I feel like I was born again.
I've been taking it on the chin for 3 months, and very much afraid to react, out of fear of causing more damage.
As you can see, I didn't start this thread just to strike conversation. I came back morning noon and night for your wisdom, and knowledge, and absorbed as much as I could.
And I thank you for keeping your input coming.
I've been holding in my true feelings, because I felt that she may have been bluffing, and I didn't want to be the catalyst in our inevitable separation.
This morning, I saw a desperate fool. The power spell that she had over me, was lifted. She lost her full control, and her goal was to hurt me as much as possible. She wanted REVENGE for breaking her EA, and knew that I had a bullseye on my back, and I couldn't do a damn thing about it.
I intend to keep you guys updated 100%.
*** I feel like I have a little video camera on my life**
I will take Magnolia, WR, and Turnera's advice to hold my own, and back off.
WR, my dear, you are 100% right. No matter what she says, I feel it's only for her security and convenience. I don't believe anything out of her mouth anymore.
I won't back down at this point.
LOL.... She's calling me as I write this, I won't even answer. If I had a dollar for every time I called her during the past few months, only to feel as if I invaded her space, I could retire.
Knowing her...She's calling me to see if "I'm OK". I'm fine. It's time she stew in her own pot!
I won't be bothered.
I have work to do. This nonsense ran its course with me for much longer than it should have.
I couldn't / wouldn't do anything because I honstly didn't know what to do. I guess that cup of coffee last night was fate.