although i loved the praise about my nether regions he would give me whenever he did it. it felt great but i always had a mental block preventing me from truly enjoying it.
I , too , used to have a mental blockage, he used to always want to do this & my mind would go into overdrive, the whole time I am laying there thinking "How in god's name can he possibly enjoy this?", I used to push his head away.
Thinking back on this now, these are some of my fondest memories where he showed a surge of heavy desire . For me, I was just too religiously repressed to believe this was "normal" sexuality, I looked at it "dirty" therefore it messed with my mind AND my enjoyment of it . I also remember back then, I was highly sensitive -almost too much to endure.
Now that my mind is OPEN & willingly receptive to all things sexual, I have come out of this 100%, and can enjoy it -alot , infact I would be UPSET if he didn't want to do it now , even though I can rarely cum from it.
I did a complete turn around in this area.