I posted on another forum but this is another thought I would like advice on. I am extremely tired and frustrated with my home situation. Two kids with medical issues, and a hubby with medical issues. He is a hard worker but isn't responsible for any of the day to day stuff. It has left me feeling lonely and because we have a past, there are issues with resentment towards him for things that he did and putting more on my plate right now because he is not feeling good. I went out with a couple of friends. All of us are 45-50 years in age and have kids getting ready to move off to college. Three of my friends are in the process of making exit plans to leave their husbands. Not entirely their fault, as one is an alcoholic and one cheats, but it has me thinking. I feel like I am losing myself because I have to meet everyone's needs before myself. Do woman start feeling discontented at this age and that is where this is coming from? I have only been with one man and have never cheated, but have thoughts of what it would be like to leave my hubby. I have pushed it off thinking that it is really the stress of all the medical stuff going on and the grass is always greener. I know , because of my values, I would not go out an actively look to cheat on my hubby but I wonder if that is how my friends started thinking. Am I just at an age where I am discontented or is it something more?