Re: why don't I enjoy my new freedom?
I'm going to give you a bit of tough love and just say....basically you're going to have to 180 yourself and get a life.
Once you really do get a life, you won't need another person to validate your life.
It honestly costs zero money to get a life. It is a mental and emotional shift more than it is actions. The actions come naturally as the result of your honest mindset change, whenever you actually do make that change. The mental change and decision to pull yourself out of this funk and get a life is what sets everything else in motion.
If instead you want to long for a man to save you from your misery, you will just attract another abuser. It is that simple.
Did you say you have a child or children?
Remember the goal of feminism: Making sure only alphas get laid!