Join Date: Feb 2016
Location: North Coast Nationalist-burg, U.S.A.
Re: Kind of lost on how to feel
Some people put a long plastic screen on the edge of the hood [of their car] to force the air flow upward, and over the roof line. The redirected air flow deflects bugs. They no longer meet their death on the windshield.
You are trying to deflect the fact that you stripped naked in front of another man. Now that you are sober you are trying to spit out the bugs and land them on your husband.
You are a grown women. You took off your own clothes.
You are 100% responsible for your behavior.
That said, your' husband should have stopped you from doing this crazy behavior. He stood by while you debased yourself?
If he loved and respected you this would never had happened.
Hell, he encouraged you?
You both need counseling. Your marriage is in trouble.
This....This is the nub of the stick that pokes me in the eye when the light of day energizes my optic nerve....SunCMars.... The Allegory of the Cave--> On this, I did a '180' and stepped out.
The Lion in Winter. Invictus..By Will, Shall... Saved from harm by my friends.