It is good to get up every morning,
have million dollar legs,
brush your own teeth,
chew your own food,
have kids that love you,
able to hug,
have most of your hair,
be able to see your own ah, stuff below when you look down (bellies get in the way)
be pain free,
be able to eat,
be able to scratch your back with either hand,
go to the bathroom on your own,
smell flowers,
watch a child play,
hear laughter,
be able to clap,
or just to live
Count yourself lucky if you can do all the above, a lot of people can't
Rhea, you have people in your life in the cusp of happiness, get a piece of it.
Help out with the wedding, or anniversary or birthday.
Talk to people in a good mood, it does rub off.
Concentrate on others, there are always people happier and sadder.
I give you warm hugs and a big cheek to cheek kiss like the Europeans do.
Yesterday I had a meltdown, it happens. I'm very happy for those on the verge of wedded bliss or those whom have just entered in...excited for them very. Babies, oh I love babies and my best friend is prego due in December...long time coming as her DD is 11...excited for and her new hubby and the DD to have a new life. I really am. I just got stuck on my own pity for a moment. Today I'm better. Still lonely. But I know my day will come. I'm just not a "looker" so I don't actively search for said mate. I believe they find their way into your life at the right time so who knows when that will be but I have faith that someday it will again be mine for the "loving"
__________________ "Cause I'll be there, in the back of your mind, from the day we met to the very last night, and it's just too bad, you've already had the best days, the best days of your life..."
I think that at a time like this you need family around. Is there anyone you can call that can watch your children while you try and get some sleep.
You may also want to make an appointment to see your doctor. Perhaps he can give you something to help you through this time, as you do need to be there for your children.
I've been there myself so know what I'm talking about. You're scared and probably feel like you're sinking. You just need some help to cope and believe me you'll get better and stronger.
If it is me, I'm doing better today, then in months
The weight of emotions has been lifted
I'm comfortable with myself
It seems my soon to be ex-wife is the emotional roller coaster
She broke down again this morning (she came over to pick up the kids for their day together)
Talking about all sorts of emotional things between us when there is no us anymore
She keeps wanting me to meet someone, well I really really don't feel the need to meet someone.
I want more friends, but anything else I'll leave up to chance.
Friends, are really the key to life, I've made many friends here. I count on the daily conversations I have with people on this site as nurturing words I take onward in my journeys.
Everyone means well, I've only heard encouraging, loving, positive words.
__________________ "Cause I'll be there, in the back of your mind, from the day we met to the very last night, and it's just too bad, you've already had the best days, the best days of your life..."
__________________ "Cause I'll be there, in the back of your mind, from the day we met to the very last night, and it's just too bad, you've already had the best days, the best days of your life..."
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