Feelingalone

Thanks Nice. Yes, I did handle things differently. I'm not going to sit here and say I don't hurt at times, and think about her, but I'm also not wallowing.

CW, as always you are my friend. And you are right, I don't need another runner in my life.


Just hard sometimes to believe this person was talking just a week earlier about how lucky we were to have an incredible relationship fall into our laps by chance and wanting to build it. But she doesn't feel she deserves it, lots of issues I won't go into here.

But life is full of surprises. I just randomly bumped into this woman and it was great for a while. Who knows what is next for me.

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Feelingalone

Well for those that know me on here, I got great news Wednesday. My Ortopaedist deemed my leg fully healed about 12 months ahead of schedule. His chief resident couldn't believe it, said my bone cortex looked thicker and better than most people's prior to a break.

It was a little humorous with the head doc came in and said, you can do anything you want now, even go back to playing soccer. Then he looked at and waited. I said, I confess doc I've been playing for a while. He just looked at me and said, "Did it hurt?". I said a little, but gets better each time.

So, no more doctor's appointments for me. Back to exercising. Started last night, hit the gym hard. Feels good. Hopefully P90x in the future.

At times I still miss the young lady I was dating, but life keeps on moving. I am surprised I haven't heard from her, but then she hasn't heard from me. I just pray for her health. She had a lot of issues which could lead her down a dangerous path.

Peace.

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notreadytoquit

that's great news

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Corpuswife

The fact that your health is back on track is wonderful! Mending physically and emotionally. There are plenty o fish in the ocean! Each relationship is an learning experience....

Traggy

I just started my p90x a few days ago.. BE READY lol

Feelingalone

@Notreadytoquit - Thanks and hope you are well.

@CW -- yes health and emotionaly healing is important. I did hear from the young lady a couple of days ago. I found it humorous. I did not, and have not responded.

@Traggy -- I know all about the P90X. I was just getting ready to start week 10 when my leg was broken. The end was so near and after all that work, it was snatched away by someone tripping. Oh well. As soon as I think I can do the plyometrics I will be at it again. I will be doing the Abripper as part of "warming up" while getting back in shape to do the full P90X program. This isn't Abripper 100, or Abripper 200, or Abripper 300, this is abripper 349. LOL. Tony can be funny.

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Traggy

Plyometrics sucks lol

Feelingalone

@Traggy, call me odd but I enjoyed plyo. It hurts but to me better than the Yoga and doing hundreds of downward facing dogs.

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