Re: Crossroads III: The Launch
Sort of dreading the Christmas Eve / Day thing this year. No matter where I lived, mom would come where I / we or I / we go to her place. Can't do that anymore. I would hate to see me if she'd died suddenly *shudder* But the memories will carry me through. Her n pop made a Christmas card and had me on it.... 5 months old... red stocking on head and my bare arse showing. No one thought a thing of it.... then. Today I am sure CPS would have come knocking. Another "freedom" .... "policed away"
With DC, the girl I dated around my age back in the spring, and FWB from 2015.... don't really have a Top 10 Schitty Dates this year. Granted if I had a few more months, I would have. Met the ex-wife of a preacher. Drank coffee... we sat in the car, talked, she brought JD Sippin' tea, drank it in the parking lot. I won't go into any more details but all I see is her actions are in many ways, to make her feel she is getting back at her XH / preacher. Actually brought this up to her, complete denial... yeah ok.
Met one who proclaimed her utmost shyness. She FB'd me.... about every other day she would post a semi-revealing pic and 12-15 guys would eat it up. SMFH..... She checked her make up as often as a girl would at her Senior Prom. Nope...nada.... Talked to one, was interested.... nearby... she is a dog lover, as in four inside dogs, two small.... two huge. She must be related to WC. I'll pass. Another whom I had briefly chatted with right before DC and I got serious.... I messaged her, apologized for disappearing, etc. We talked on the phone a couple hours... very nice exchange. Right before we were to meet. she inquires about two pics on my profile.... claiming one, was not me. Guys... some of you know me away from here.... she referred to the pics taken in Nov '14 in a parking lot (I hate that pic btw) and the one a month later in what looks to be, a medical office. Granted... I dropped at least 30 pounds in that time.... but the two pics aren't the same person???? GTFOH.... Cancel that meet.
And there's always.... the crazy one. Not exactly crazy but.... about my age, D, four kids, all grown but one, is 17. XH worked in Huntsville, made killer $, "said" she got lifetime alimony (in Alabama?). She halfway admitted she is severely Co-D with her kids being they took sides in the D. Guys.... it gets better.... she is.... *gasp* a nurse. Anyway... I was already PO'd that day, friend told me DC already had pic up of her n new guy -No need to look... severe downgrade and I'll bet that was done just to pizz you off. Why else post a guy who is a "4" when you are an "8"- WETF that means but... the friend meant well. So here's Chucky.... ready to entertain a "high society" female.
Cranked up Autograph "Turn up the Radio" as she was coming to my place for the 1st meet. We had chatted a good bit, I'm a great conversationalist, what can I say? She met the dog in the yard, planted his nose you know where (good doggy). She brought two bottles of wine, and was nervous as he!!. Few hours in she relaxed, made out, all over me, I had a slight buzz, she drank way way too much. I have a rule, no 1st time sex when both are lit... impaired judgement and it Fs all your emotions up. We jumped up n down on 3rd base all night.
When a woman gets tipsy, I think it's cute. But when she drinks too much, very unattractive. Several times she indicated she wanted to go all the way but I was steadfast. Granted I heated her up like a turkey on Thanksgiving. We were slow dancing to some old Journey and stumble, stumble, stumble..... unattractive. The kicker... she had to be at work at 8.... she was very intoxicated, and still poured the last of the two wine bottles in her glass at.... 330AM. So drunk she had trouble flipping her ashes in the ash tray, which was the size of an NFL lineman's arse. Not for me..... drinking issues. How do those turn out LOL
Again... all I see on OLD are women + / - five years of me, D, just wanting to screw. Not what I want. Yes it may be "what I need" but I don't care for it. Single females 25-35, no kids, won't respond to a message. Sad.... Course I do get the 30somethings with four kids by three guys who work part time at a fast food joint and nothing past a HS diploma. *Eyeroll* Seems everyone doesn't want to date anymore, just screw, be FWB until one or both get invested and then it blows up like a reality show. Which had me to think...... DC sold me an LTR but "bait n switched" it with FWB. Sex was never a problem. By doing things together, I was under the impression it was a LTR.... maybe she entertained that and got scared. Either way.... not my problem.
A-Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.
B-We know what we are, but know not what we may be
C-Never make the person in your present pay for the sins committed by people from your past