10-26-2011, 11:39 AM
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: overlooking Iowa
| | what I miss having
So here I am now. Almost 5 months since the divorce. I've started talking to a guy I met online and he's a great guy. I'm so happy to be able to have real conversation with a man again. My ex would never give me time to talk, but this guy, we can talk for hours just bullsh*tting and it's wonderful. The last time we spoke on the phone we talked for 4 hours. But, I still have not met him in person yet. We were supposed to have a date over this past weekend but things didn't happen (I'll explain that maybe later) While he makes good effort to stay in contact with me, I wish he would make an actual effort to meet me so we can see if we really do have chemistry. Now I find myself thinking about him pretty much all the time. I'm always looking at his pictures online and it's making me think about all those things I miss having. I miss having someone to come home to at night. I miss having someone who I can kiss good morning, good night and just because. I miss having someone to hold me, I miss sex, I miss holding hands. I'm lonely and I long for the day when somebody holds me again.
"said woman, take it slow, it'll work itself out fine. All we need is just a little patience."-Gun N Roses