Re: New chapter
There are still rough days, but I feel very hopeful right now. My job is great. I have found something I LOVE doing. My son is doing much better these days and is a true gift to have around and to spend time with. I am blessed to have him so much in my life. We have 2 cats who chase reflections and sleep on my pillows, and do cat things. They don't f*^& strippers or friends. They are just crazy, zany, cuddly little fluffballs. I'm going on a few first dates here and there.
Side note - is it a little icky to anyone else to be hit on online by folks over 15 years older than them? Maybe I am naive but I would NEVER have thought someone that much older than me could see someone like me as a romantic interest. Honestly, it grosses me out a little. When I think about guys 15 years younger than me, I can't really imagine that they would ever be a partner, or an intellectual equal. I certainly don't find them attractive. To me, they're kids.