Sparkles422

I'm having a weak moment today. I want to friend ex on FB and I know that is a no no. I miss what was, my fantasy.

Here I am coasting along, enjoying my days, going to school, making new friends and then it hits. I miss whatever it was, whatever you want to call it.

I am meeting men but none of them appeal to me because it's me not them, well in some cases anyway.

Today, this morning, I want to friend him. To have his humor back in my life, to have him back in my life.

This too shall pass. Yeah like gallstones but it will pass.

I'm just having a weak moment.

DanF

Be strong, girl. Don't do it.

Sparkles422

Thank you DanF. I'm hanging tough but hanging.
WILL NOT DO IT. Mantra of the day.

Limping

Thinking of you Sparkles. Stay strong and just remember where it led the first time.

Bill

Sparkles422

Thanks Limping, no where it led the first time was nirvana, where it ended up was in the pits of hell.

Sparkles422

Gee Dean:
Drink your coffee and thanks for the empathy. LOL

PS: Color is great and can be fun. Makes everything look fresh and proud.

Homemaker_Numero_Uno

Sparkles, don't do it. Go to your safe place, wherever that is. I'm guessing you have many. :-)

Sparkles422

homemaker:
You're so right, I do have many and I'm tackling them all.
And this is one of them!

Cooper

THINK THINK THINK before you take a step backwards! Think about how your marriage was at the end, that is who your ex currently is, the guy you married is many years back down the road. If you contact the ex you are contacting the current version, the one that hurt you, the one that screwed it all up. You are not contacting that guy from years ago that you fell in love with and miss, that man is long long gone, don't confuse the two, it will only end in pain and disappointment for you.

Stay off facebook! Avoid the temptation!

waroftheroses

Sparkles....

I truly hope you can stay strong....and I send you cyber 'stardust' for strength (ha ha)....Your story which I have creeped and read in my darkest hours helped beyond belief...

Take care and best wishes...x

Sparkles422

Dear Everyone:

Thank you, thank you for your strong words, it helped immensely. I didn't do it and I won't.

It passed, that craziness. Such insanity!

Cooper: you were so right, I was looking at the first five years not the last 4. Tore the rose colored glasses off. Thank you so much.

waroftheroses: oh those posts were painful. I'm grateful that what I lived through helped you and I enjoyed the stardust.

I STAYED STRONG.

Again, thank you so much for caring enough to write. I appreciate it so much.

hesnothappy

Sparkles glad to read you stayed true to yourself and did what was best for you. You are an inspiration for doing what we need to do and keeping it moving forward. Continue to stay strong and be well. I will pray for you and ask that you pray for me. We are almost there and only suffering a minor bump on the road to happiness.

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Lexusv

Sparkles422

hesnothappy:
You are in my prayers, all of us.
This is tough, isn't it? But I guess when the dust settles, we will, all, find out that we have changed and grown.
Life, you gotta love it. Ups, downs and in be-tweens.
I love (not) the snapshots that flash through my mind, aha moments. Some I could do without.

Let's be brave and sometimes: Fake it til we make it. Smile.

hesnothappy

Good Morning Sparkles....I am in...Fake it till we make it ;o) Have a wonderful day.

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Lexusv

Noel1987

Hey spark Good Day... i loved that you stayed firm thanks for sharing with us and the most wonderful thing you stayed in touch Regards