06-07-2012, 06:56 AM
Join Date: Oct 2010
| | Re: Really???
Originally Posted by Intruder
Just about 2 years since my "wife" decided she wanted a new start in life with an "old" friend....
Yesterday the oddest thing happened....I took my car to the local Sears for it's inspection. While I was waiting, I walked the mall, which I haven't been to since, well since before she left.
I passed the little kiddie rides, where the boys would HAVE to go every trip, and I had this wave of sadness that has stuck for the last day and a half. I haven't thought in a while about how it was so easy for her to just replace me, replace all the memories, never look back.....I guess I haven't really felt like this in a while...it sucks.
Just journaling my thoughts I guess.....
Wish I would just stop having these thoughts....she certainly is happy....
I still feel puzzled about that. For me, it was 18 years. I don't see how someone just flushes that down the toilet so easily.