01-10-2012, 01:17 AM
Join Date: Jan 2012
| | 16 years of solid +3 years of test
19 years in total now.
Even in the darkest he was my best friend. I knew he had my back. Even if he hated me he would never let me down.
Can't say that I was the same to him. I hurt him in the worst way. It's a miracle we got through it but we did. I am blessed with a goal orientated and determined husband for a best friend.
In great part, it was due to his determination. He bought books and read and read and read then shared and talked and talked like we have never talked before. Some of it went no where, but alot of it cleared the air. It was done with respect toward both of our dignities and we felt that each others opinion and needs were RESPECTED-HEARD-HONORED by the other.
Most of all, we have both learned humility. To honestly recognise and acknowledge how we contributed to the success or failures within our marriage.
I truly cherish him. I feel very fortunate to have him. I don't really know why he still wants me in his life but here I am. My monsters say that I don't deserve a second chance, I think he deserves someone better, but I know that I will never make the same mistakes again.