juls

Oh my isn't that the truth... I have been a SAHM for 8 yrs now, I left a pretty good career etc etc. But I chose to do this because I wanted to be with my kids. Now as my youngest(of the 4) is almost ready for pre-school I find myself thinking..OMG what am I gonna do, I have been a SAHM for what seems forever now what/how am I gonna ever revert back to adult worklife..

I do have days where he will come home and I will be distant, because well the house only gets so clean and having only one car(which he has) means I am here. To top it off I live in a itty butty mountain town(where I grew up) and the only thing we have is a coffee shop and gas station of which are 5 miles from me..

BUT...........When he sees me in this "mood", he will ALWAYS come to me and hug me and cuddle with me..He sees it when I start feeling this way..And is always there to cheer me up..

He knows that the once VERY independent career woman is now scared to think she has accomplished nothing..in all actuality I have, I have 4 wondeful children who are well behaved and great kids..But I still have that desire in myself to be and adult again..(I don't know to many adults that know the words to every spongebob abd dora an diego music)..

Ah I dunno if I am making sense..