Re: Now what could go wrong?
We have so many problems it just seems like everything goes wrong. It's almost like fate is saying, break up. We want different things. After ten yrs of marriage we just disagree about everything. Such as.... I want another baby. He wants a vasectomy. Which I have told him hell no I will leave your ass if u do. So he doesn't but he still does not want another child and I do. And I want to move back to the East coast. He does not. I do. I want him to leave his job because they suck, he barely makes enough to keep us afloat, I want to move to east coast and he would HAVE to leave his job to do that, he wants to stay there forever or until we end up in the poor house.
And to top it off, the one night I want us to be together and do something fun and we can't. Last yr, we went to a local amusement park and went on all the rides and ate at the nice rest. there, and had fun, we r both roller coaster enthusiasts, and just found out the amusement park isn't going to be open anywhere near our anniversary this yr, they said, we didn't have enough people here in October, so we r closing beginning of Sept. And my hubby and I were going to make this an every anniversary thing. I am so frustrated. So I asked my hubby about him and I going to the hot springs this yr and leave the kids with his parents so we could spend the weekend. It IS our 10TH anniversary and I think that should be a BIG thing.
He was like, yeah like thats not a $500 trip! I was like, we could just spend 2 nights, that costs $80 a night, and he was like GAS, FOOD, ETC. NO.
The romance is so gone. It's been gone for a while. We barely even have sex anymore. Thinking about us, the way we USED to be makes me want to just cry. Because now we are nothing like that. It's like, we tolerate each other. I was trying to rekindle the romance but it's gone and I honestly don't even FEEL like trying. It's depressing. I can't afford counseling for us. I just dont know where to turn.