For a grown man in 15 years of marriage to say he was "thrown out" of his own house for being "caught" watching porn, really I am just shaking my head in disbelief.
Here is a different perspective from the mostly destructive nonsense already posted in this thread.
First, you are not
a 5 year old child, and your woman is not
your mother. Get the notion out of your mind that you are "caught" watching porn.
(Now, the reality is that you got caught in a lie, that is another matter altogether and the real issue you SHOULD be addressing.)
Second, if your wife is so unhappy and so unreasonable then she can leave. Simple as that. That is unless the house is by some freak of your oversight only in her name or something.
And if by now she is still not willing to talk to you, then you need to either make an appointment with a marriage counselor, or a lawyer.
Get a hold of yourself, and do not let someone supposedly your life partner to treat you this way.
And these other things, to claim to change or be better next time, or do this or that to kiss her butt and make it better, that is never going to work.
Your relationship is most unhealthy for you to think you are to live your life as someone's slave or servant, much less a man in a relationship with a woman.
As for the porn, and the real issue which is the lying and sneaking, these are just sympoms of the bigger and simpler issue, to stop being afraid of your woman.
When you are wanting to discuss these real issues, there are many on this forum that will be able to help you.
I wish you well.
My wife and been together over 18 years and married for 15 years. We have two kids together a 17 yr old daughter and a 12 yr old son. I've been caught looking at porn before and she was mad but forgave me. I got caught several more times and forgave me. Just recently I got caught again and she kicked me out of the house (staying with my parents) and won't talk to me. I have a problem with porn but she said that's not the only problem. I haven't been taken care of the house (fixing it things, remodel, etc.) and she's tired of it. I talked about it to my pastor and we are going to start meeting weekly and I have an appt. with a therapist on Oct. 1st. (it's the earliest I could get). Everytime I text her something seems like I make more upset. She hasn't mentioned divorce yet but wouldn't be surprised if she did. If I could get one more chance I want to prove to her that I will take care of the house and that will keep me off the computer cause I will so busy with my regular job and with the house. It's hard not being able to talk to her I miss her so much, I miss talking to her and spending time with her. I don't know what I can do right now. I need help.