Re: Self worth
Lack of self worth is a pretty common feeling. I mean, we all go through those phases in which life is just beating us so it makes sense to not feel worthy, but in your case I really don't get it! It sounds like you have a lot going for you - more than average so you "should" be happy and confident. In comparison to a lot of the ugly, fat and poor men I'd say you're doing quite well.
One of the comments says you expect too much from other people. I get that. I really do. What I suggest is to try and be more accepting of other people and don't expect anyone to live up to your moral code except yourself. It's hard, especially when you're surrounded by people constantly lowering the bar, but other people are just that... Other people.
I say that as someone who gets really riled up or down by other people. Someone's mood and overall existence (if they're a regular member in my life) can really affect me so I get how hard the compartmentalization can be.