I'm married for almost 2 yrs but been in a relationship with him for 4yrs. Our marriage has ups and downs. I'm here because I need help in terms of our extreme love and hate relationship. I saw this forum as I was doing a research on how other couples are coping up while I'm laying in my cheap hotel bed. I just moved out. I don't know.. I'm just a lost sheep. Thanks in advance for your help.