04-20-2011, 10:13 PM
Join Date: Apr 2011
| | Re: Husband Sleeping on Coach
Thank you Curious Hope for posting such honesty. I find myself the same predicament. Only mine may be even more dire than yours. We too have one daughter, and now like the idiot that I am I got knocked up again, 6 yrs later! I am having another one of this fool's babies, and now I really feel like the fool.
He too is completely illiterate, won't even talk about let alone get help. I've tried everything to no avail. And to all those well wishers out there...reading isn't that hard, adult literacy classes won't help if there is underlying reasons (dyslexia, adhd, etc...) and there is NO way for and adult to get help for this. Once you are out of the school system, the govt pretty much signs off.
I have a college diploma and am currently in university, I have one year left. Why god did I pick a creton to reproduce with? What is wrong with me? And why do they always want sex? Can't you see that I am gigantic??? Stay away from me!
I too have never received much of anything from him. We aren't even married, just shacked up. There's no way I would marry him. I hate myself for trapping myself like this. I am so self-destructive. I really don't know how to do it on my own now. I have broken up with him for extended periods of time, several times. A new baby really limits my ability to kick him to the curb, especially after a c-section. UGH!!! Thanks for letting me feel like someone else feels the same way. Lonely in a relationship.