i guess i'm depressed
i've been fighting this feeling for a few days. but i think my eyes got opened yesterday or today. my counselor gave me some homework. it is easy, or difficult. list 3-5 things daily that i am thankful for. i can't make the list without including my wife.
we are separated, and this tells me i can't be happy without her. i know our direction seems somewhat positive, as we are still semi-regularly seeing each other, but when the light seems dim at the end of the tunnel, i get really bummed. like today, the kids go back to her house and it just seems like such a crappy day.
she called this morning and told me she passed the entrance exam for nursing school, and i am so excited for her, but feel a little left behind.
i AM happy for her and expressed that to her, but we have been there for each other in every endeavor in life. this one feels alone, and a little sad.
why the f isn't she just filing for divorce?
separated, honoring wife and family daily, she deserves the best me i can give her.
4 kids g18, g12, g11, b7
Last edited by voivod; 10-10-2008 at 03:29 PM.