He's moving on, I'm having a hard time
I should start by saying the marriage has been in trouble for at least 10 of the last 35 years. Women's names and numbers, finding condoms, pornographic letters to I don't know who, taking cialis (not for me) and buying KY products (again not for me). Of course it's deny deny deny. Finally, I moved out after the new year and he never said a word except for when I screamed at him that he was losing the best thing he ever had and he answered "I know". Now in discussing divorce he goes along with everything and seems to just be happy. My guess is another woman but he knows his sons would disown him and I think that keeps him from telling the truth. I have seen a counselor because 2 years ago I had a mental breakdown (the marriage mostly). How do I forget the good times (and yes, there were a lot)? How do I adopt the same attitude he has and be happy about this? Still crying myself to sleep.