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post #136 of 218 (permalink) Old 07-23-2014, 05:56 PM Thread Starter
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Re: Are you down with the BPD?

Pidge I'm confused. I've heard you talk about this before and admitting it and all that. I assumed you had a lot of therapy to work past your issues, what has changed recently? It seems from your post that you're just now realizing that you have some issues to work through?
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Pidge I'm confused. I've heard you talk about this before and admitting it and all that. I assumed you had a lot of therapy to work past your issues, what has changed recently? It seems from your post that you're just now realizing that you have some issues to work through?
I'm not quite sure what you are referring to?

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I'm not quite sure what you are referring to?
Pidge, I suspect Colorado is referring to post #130, where you briefly mention new problems. As Colorado apparently was, I felt concerned for you when reading that. You state:
So, I found an therapist here that deals with people like me. I start IC next week. Hopefully I won't have to go for years but, we shall see. Joe and I have had issues for forever and now we have them with our youngest daughter, seeing as how the common denominator is me, I can only assume it is all my fault.
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I'm not quite sure what you are referring to?
Well I figured since you were admitting you had BPD for a long time and it seemed like you were already in therapy. In your post you made it seem like you just realized it and were going to start getting help.

I assumed (maybe incorrectly?) that you were already in therapy for this.
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Re: Are you down with the BPD?

I had been in therapy off and on for the last 10yrs. The only time my BPD was specifically treated, I was given medication. Obviously the medication did nothing to help.

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Maybe it's the BPD, maybe it is the major recurrent depression or maybe it is the dysthymia, I don't really care anymore. Things suck here, I honestly wish I were dead. No worries, I'm not going to try anything. Way too many failed attempts since I was 14, plus, if I were to fail again, I have no desire to return to the psych floor at our local hospital.

I was crying my a$$ off about an hour ago and then I started laughing. My mother was right. I have no friends. Freaking 44yrs old and no friends. Fvcking pathetic. I am going to withdraw from college on Monday. Stupid, stupid idea anyway.

Yeah, I'm feeling sorry for myself. What else is new?

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so what do friends have to do with college exactly?

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Maybe it's the BPD, maybe it is the major recurrent depression or maybe it is the dysthymia, I don't really care anymore. Things suck here, I honestly wish I were dead. No worries, I'm not going to try anything. Way too many failed attempts since I was 14, plus, if I were to fail again, I have no desire to return to the psych floor at our local hospital.

I was crying my a$$ off about an hour ago and then I started laughing. My mother was right. I have no friends. Freaking 44yrs old and no friends. Fvcking pathetic. I am going to withdraw from college on Monday. Stupid, stupid idea anyway.

Yeah, I'm feeling sorry for myself. What else is new?
I'm sorry you've been feeling so awful. And I'm glad you're not going to hurt yourself. I hope you didn't withdraw! Hang in there.

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Thank you, that's very sweet of you to say.

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so what do friends have to do with college exactly?

college is for learning, let the 18-24 year olds party as you get your diploma
I just meant that it would be nice to have a "real life" friend to talk to. I have trust issues, shocker, so I don't feel I have anyone "safe" to talk to.

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I'm sorry you've been feeling so awful. And I'm glad you're not going to hurt yourself. I hope you didn't withdraw! Hang in there.

Friendship is a *****.
Thank you sp. Although the thought of death seems like a great idea, I won't go there. I'm fairly certain my kids love me, so.....yeah. I'm not gonna lie, there are days where I wish I could just slam my vehicle into the back of a semi. I've had too many failed suicide attempts to realize, someone wants me to live. For what reason, I have no idea.

I didn't withdraw, I will actually be picking up my books next Monday.

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Re: Are you down with the BPD?

are you still in therapy?

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Re: Are you down with the BPD?

Nope

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