Re: Are you down with the BPD?
Maybe it's the BPD, maybe it is the major recurrent depression or maybe it is the dysthymia, I don't really care anymore. Things suck here, I honestly wish I were dead. No worries, I'm not going to try anything. Way too many failed attempts since I was 14, plus, if I were to fail again, I have no desire to return to the psych floor at our local hospital.
I was crying my a$$ off about an hour ago and then I started laughing. My mother was right. I have no friends. Freaking 44yrs old and no friends. Fvcking pathetic. I am going to withdraw from college on Monday. Stupid, stupid idea anyway.
Yeah, I'm feeling sorry for myself. What else is new?
My little brother died on April 18, 2015 after losing the fight to cancer. Please help me be able to bury him. My parents do not have the means to do so. http://www.gofundme.com/sd4ch9bk