Am I Being Selfish
So my situation is a little different. I am separated for two years from a man that cheated on me and admittedly has a sex addiction. We have a small child who recently was diagnosed with a brain tumor. He would like to reconcile the marriage, because we don't know what the future will hold. Admittedly, the relationship will not be a real relationship, he would like it for pretend. I was once madly in love with him. The anger and hurt I feel towards him is still very strong. I also don't believe in lying to my child.
I have "permission" to date anyone on the side.
I am torn yes, but at the same time I don't think I can emotionally go through with a fake marriage. I also understand we both need to be there for many things over the next few months.
We both had agreed we would never stay together for the kids, but this was a game changer. I'm willing to hear I am being selfish. I do need to let my anger and bitterness go, it's just I'm not done healing yet.
Thanks for listening!