Re: Torn about possibly reconciling with my STBXH
Well, reconciliation just blew up hugely. I'm sad and mad at myself for trying. I give up. After many hopeful moments with him, today we fought for hours via text and phone. He says X when he means Y, then tells me I'm wrong and misinterpreted what he says. Over and over. And it's about crazy ****! This isn't what he said, but like this: "I never said it was a good place to eat. I said I liked to eat there."
Seriously, we went around and with crazy crap like that. And I got sucked into it, pulled down into exactly how it was when I left 9 months ago. I haven't felt this crappy since before I moved out. And even hours into the insane fight, into his crazy double talk, he's saying he doesn't understand why I'm upset and he wants us to work. I feel so manipulated right now, so mind f---ked. and I'm really, really sad and angry at myself that I let it get to this point. I seriously got gas lighted today.
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Last edited by Begin again; 08-17-2016 at 07:24 PM.