Re: Annnnd I'm back
I feel as though I am ready to move on with my life now. I have given everything to this woman, and she was and still is my best friend in a lot of ways.
I was speaking to what is her now former best friend (she cut ties with her after she found out the truth, she was disgusted at her behaviour and also how much she decided to lie to everyone) and she confirmed a few things. People have lost all respect for her and gained a lot for me, not that I am bothered about having respect from anyone to be honest.
I honestly feel sorry for her, she's not going to get a decent guy, she couldn't even do that when we were separated, they were all horrible... apart from one guy who just used her for sex and then ended it when another woman came into the picture.
She will have a melt down when I move on though, she did before when we were separated, obsessed with the fact I was seeing another woman. She never took off her ring either when we were separated. She clings onto me with everything that she has when I'm ready to move on. In bed last night she was saying "I don't think you understand how much I love you, and wish I could rewind before I done any of this".
To be honest I am looking forward to moving back in with my mum, saving money, maybe take a holiday by myself somewhere, join the gym on the neighbourhood where my mum lives and just generally look after myself and start to be a little selfish.