CantSitStill

ty ty ty I really wanna get both books
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CantSitStill

Wow here we are a year later..I just re-read all of this..wow We were both in a fog I believe. We thought it was all gonna be rainbows and unicorns from then on. I think it got real hard around 6mo and got harder. The thing is now we make ourselves stay and talk and work things out, we don't go silent or bolt. It's hard but so worth it. I never ever feel nervous when he comes home..I feel the opposite. I watch for him and look forward to him coming home. We are both much more bonded. We have bad moments and good. We have our ups and downs (that's our current thread in private section btw) We both know we will always be together. Here we are, more educated with reading and counselling and so much more respectful of eachother. I miss Beowulf : ( anyway it's nice to read this and see the progress we've made since then.
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calvin

I love you,I will forever.
No one has the effect on me like you do.
I'm addicted to you,God I really care about you so much.
Love you so much....ok,going out to the garage where I can cry and work on your truck.
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CantSitStill

I love you more than anything honey We have been thru so much and you stuck thru it..yes at times you weren't sure if you wanted to stay but we got thru them and will have others but I am confidant we will be fine because we have eachother. As I said in the beginning of this thread I will never give up!
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Dewayne76

Good gawd, Ima have to come back and read pages 2-8.

Man, I'm happy for you guys!

Take care of each other, sounds like you guys are doing awesome.

Dewayne

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CantSitStill

Well if you really wanna see what happened on D-day go to considering divorce or seperation and then go to the thread called Was Wrong About There Being Hope...Calvin posted all about me confessing and how he kicked me out on that one.
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CantSitStill

btw thank you for being happy for us reconcilliation is possible but it's also painful and alot of work..yet so worth it in our case
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oncehisangel

hold on tight you two....go get old and grey together and let your love live.

nice to read for a change.


love and peace to the both of you

calvin

No way I ever want to read that thread again.
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CantSitStill

We have been through so much, at the beginning of this thread we were oh so happy but boy have we had our ups and downs and they aren't over but yes fewer downs lately I love the hell outa you Calvin
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bandit.45

Calvin needs to be more British.

And calm the fvck down a little. He gets too worked up.

I know, CSS, start having him drink Earl Gray tea in the morning instead of joe.

calvin

I want this thread dead and buried.
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calvin

She'd slip me a mickey.
I'm killing this thread
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CantSitStill

NOO I want someone to read and learn how messed up my head was soo that he will take action
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bandit.45

Leave the thread up Calvin.

I wish I had not deleted mine. It was a stupid impulsive thing to do.

There are alot of hurting folks who could learn from your experience. Just don't come back to it anymore.