05-17-2012, 04:33 PM
Join Date: May 2012
Location: East Coast
| | Re: Is secretly videotaping your partner acceptable?? ever...
I understand your doubts and like i said , I dont believe she was repulsed by me, if she was attracted to me it was because of my intelligence and status, that gut, physical alpha male attraction certainly was never there and she has admitted such to me, if she was looking at guys on a dating website Im sure I would not grab her attention, as she would say "your alright" a ringing endorsement
indeed. Her teenage obesity had planted the seed of an ideal physiology of a man and Im sure i didnt fit it, but nonetheless we did have 2 beautiful children. We did not have intimacy on our wedding night and only once on our honeymoon, intimacy was 99% of the time initiated by me. Oh yes your right on with her insecurity, but I never ever did anything to damage that even when her weight would flux during the marriage and i paid for her tummy tuck and breast lift, but she never sent a naked picture of herself to me. Where i am now is alone I have no family left, mostly deceased, and not many friends since I adopted her world and her friends, now they seem to gone to her side, I have my kids and that should be enough for now. We are separated, she is wrapped in rage and anger and will not speak to me as she has been advised by her whacko attorney, and I have taken ownership of my responsibility, I made mistakes, been imperfect, but I am an optimist I like to look back at the positives not the hurt, I would more than be willing to forget all past indiscretions, I think 2 people who want the same thing can make anything work, but one person cannot do it on their own no matter how much they want to, and thats where I stand