Re: Married to Maybe the Most Functional Alcoholic Ever, and Ready to Walk
There have been some very insightful, truthful, and sad comments in this thread. When you disengage emotionally and they do not notice, you have your answer.
I cannot even read romance novels anymore, and I have become a cynic about love and marriage. He is either sleeping, on the computer, or watching tv and CANNOT BE INTERRUPTED. I live in the house with another human being I hardly ever see and I have never felt more lonely.
Like the songs say, I WOULD RATHER BE ALONE THAN WITH SOMEONE AND BE LONELY.
As I was going up the stair . . . I saw a man who wasn't there . . . he wasn't there again today . . . I wish he would go away