Join Date: Nov 2012
Location: Where I lay my head
Re: I screwed up
You may want to see an IC about this. Not for her but for you. Dude.... I completely get what you're saying. I was bad about taking hydros back in college. They didn't make me sleepy, they wired me out. I could bang out 20 page term paper in one night. I would formulate it in my noggin' and take the pills.... crank it out.
I would take anywhere from 5-9 at one time. Yeah.... Chuck how's your liver. This is going to sound weird but what made me stop them.... I would only take the 5-9 one time. Not touch them again for a few months. My usage would correspond with term paper dates in other words. I had three papers due. I waited until two weeks before to start the first. Took the pills... cranked one out.
I decided to take 5-9 the next night, that way... just one left! The night I took them two nights back to back.... the most horrible, schitty feeling I ever had. I never took them less than a few months apart again.
I eventually stopped doing them. But... drinking after taking a heroin pill.... dangerous with a capital D. My pop took every drug / pill known to humanity in the 1960s to 80s. He always warned me... don't fool with anything but booze and pot. They are easier to control. He was right. He had several cronies who died from the "speedball" c0cktail.
A-Every single thing that has ever happened in your life is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come.
B-We know what we are, but know not what we may be
C-Never make the person in your present pay for the sins committed by people from your past