After the craziness last week, I had no hopes left for there ever being a chance some where down the road in the far off future.
And thats ok. Even better, its how I want it.
After talking to my attorney and finding out there really is nothing he can get, I felt a sense of calm.
I went out this weekend, had a great time. Didnt even do anything really, just hung out at my bff's sisters house. I had never met her all these years we have been friends. We sat around, only drinking coffee (lol) and talked and talked and laughed and laughed.
I got a text from him on Sunday telling me how sorry he was for everything he said to me. I responded by telling him I was sending him an email.
I sent the words to "Dont come around here no more" by Tom Petty.
Nothing more, nothing less. There was nothing else I felt that I needed to say.
He responded with "Wow, this is really over???"
No response from me. And nothing more from him.
I started school yesterday. Its scary but feels good. I took my car to the car wash (LONG overdue), I took my daughter to the nail salon and we had manis and pedis then lunch! I feel good. Thats all I can say, I feel good!
And thanks to everyone here, I seriously do not think I could have gotten to this point with out all the support that I received from all of you! You will never know....