I met Reynold* six weeks ago. ...About a month later, ...He told me he had a vision of me and him,... getting married,....
Later on, I prayed. And I heard the same answer. God even shared the ministry we'd have together... God also said that we'd have two different ministries ...
Still, I'm EXTREMELY HESISTANT about Reynold:
1) He's described himself as a womanizer before, and told me that he likes to chase women.
2) He smokes. I dont.
3) He drinks...a LOT. Everyday to every other day, he drinks. And he likes to get drunk on weekends. I do worry that he may be a problem drinker because he doesnt go long without some type of drink. Im the opposite: I drink seldomly.
4) He has 3 kids by 3 different women, but he is supporting each like he should.
5)He's divorced. (This isnt to jar at anyone who's divorced; I just imagined the person I end up marrying being a noob like me, so to speak).
6) I'm not physically attracted to him. He's not ugly; he's just... not what I usually look at. I know the physical is NOT #1, but I do think it's important.
...I've actually asked God WHY Reynold, and He said "He will help you complete your purpose."
If this is NOT from God, I'll happily accept it. But, for whatever reason, I feel it is, which is ODD. Please, someone offer me advice. I feel very topsy-turvy on this issue. God says He's not a God of confusion, but I feel very confused about this.
If you're honestly having auditory hallucinations and delusions like this, where "God" is telling you to marry someone who is so obviously wrong for you, you should be extremely concerned. IMO, you should consider speaking with a psychologist.
Don't you find it peculiar how it was only after
the guy told you about his "vision", that "God" started talking to you about it?
First thing I would do is remove this person from my life. The manipulating, womanizing, drunkard baby-daddy seems to be able to convince you of strange things very easily. And even though you believe that "God" backed up his statements, it all fell apart in days...doesn't that make you think that just MAYBE you weren't actually talking to "God"?
Don't let this guy try and brainwash you, and don't think the voice in you head is God...it's just you talking to yourself, no different than when you talk to yourself out loud.