From the sign of the cross you made above, D, I thought you might be Catholic. Here is a novena I've said in the past. There are many other prayers here. If you are offended by Catholic prayers, please forgive me, I mean no harm. The Chaplet of Divine Mercy - Prayers - Catholic Online
The only words I know to give you, now, are to rest assured, I am praying for you while I'm on my knees before I crawl into bed. Please know you are not forgotten. Please know you are important to me and others in this world. Know that I am very sorry you are in pain. Just let me know if you'd rather only post your thoughts and have no others post or me post. I know, I was like that in my Peace and Inspiration thread. I deleted it because I had so much pain there, I wanted to leave it behind. You have affected my life in a positive way, just by being yourself. Even through your pain, I see your faith. I'm so sorry, D.
A short prayer to St. Michael the Archangel:
Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the malice and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls. Amen.
This is a ,"Prayer or Blessing Against Storms". I have prayed it in the past for help from more than just storms. At each cross, make the sign of the cross, as you pray.
Jesus Christ a King of Glory has come in Peace. † God became man, † and the Word was made flesh. † Christ was born of a Virgin. † Christ suffered. † Christ was crucified. † Christ died. † Christ rose from the dead. † Christ ascended into Heaven. † Christ conquers. † Christ reigns. † Christ orders. † May Christ protect us from all storms and lightning † Christ went through their midst in Peace, † and the Word was made Flesh. † Christ is with us with Mary. † Flee you enemy spirits because the Lion of the Generation of Judah, the Root David, has won. † Holy God! † Holy Powerful God! † Holy Immortal God! † Have mercy on us. Amen!
This is a prayer I've used when I wasn't getting the help I thought I needed. It comforted me to know I covered my bases. I couldn't think of what I might have said, but sometimes we forget or don't realise something. I'm not saying you did anything. It was just comforting to know I'd offered my apology.
May the most holy, most sacred, most adorable, most mysterious and unutterable Name of God be always praised, blessed, loved, adored and glorified in heaven, on earth and under the earth, by all the creatures of God, and by the Sacred Heart of our Lord Jesus Christ in the most Holy Sacrament of the altar.
This prayer was revealed by Our Lard to a Carmelite Nun of Tours in 1843 as a reparation for blasphemy.
"This Golden Arrow will wound My Heart delightfully," He said, "and heal the wounds inflicted by blasphemy."
+ T. J. Toolen, Archbishop of Mobile-Birm.