My husband doesn't let me see his spiritual side
Hello, I don't usually post on forums, but I don't have anyone that I feel comfortable talking to about this. My husband and I recently got married after dating for about 3 years. He grew up in a Christian family, always going to church, doing missions trips, and having a personal relationship with God. When we met, I didn't believe in God. My then boyfriend told me that he wanted me to have a relationship with God, but he didn't press it on me and didn't show me his spiritual side. I got saved about a year and a half into our relationship, and since then I've wanted to share my walk with God with him. But I don't feel like I can. He meets weekly with a group of Christian men from our community and he shares with them, worships with them, prays with them. But he won't with me. I've only seen him pray when people ask him to pray for them, and that's only been a handful of times. I'm new to this life, and still very insecure about everything and need the guidance and leadership from my husband. I've asked him why he doesn't let me see that side, but he just says he doesn't know and he'll try to work on it. But after so many times of saying that, I'm just beginning to doubt that it will change. I want to be able to share with him, pray with him, worship with him, but I need him to lead the way. I'm new to all of this and still feel like I'm doing it wrong, as stupid as that may sound. I just don't know what needs to change for him to realize that he can open up and let me see that side of him, that I NEED to see that side of him. Please help me..