Our Church is same Church as when "they" were married
I love our Church. I am having a hard time attending and connecting as of lately for a couple of reasons, but my biggest struggle lately is the fact that my husband (recently married) and his ex wife were once regular attenders. They went through a lot of their "stuff" while at this Church. When the Pastor married us, he even accidentally called me the ex wife's name. We are human and we make mistakes....it did sting though. Is it wrong for me to voice that I would like to just try another Church occasionally. I feel like I am always being compared. His ex and I are cordial, but a lot of the women at our Church are friends with her, like really close, and I feel I cannot get very close to a lot of them there now. She isn't my friend on Facebook, but several mutual friends, including the Pastor's wife, and they are always commenting on her photos on how beautiful she is, but they don't show me the same treatment. I mean, I really don't know what I am looking for here, but I know that I would like to ask my husband if we can try another church service once a month to try out different places. He also loves our Church, and we are very active in the ministry, but I am not connecting and my walk is also important. If anyone has been through something similar, or has any advice, or more questions, please let me know. This is surely a first for me. Thank you! Blessings!