Re: Will Suicide Bar Me From Heaven?
Hang in there Bandit. None of us really has an answer. Most of us suffer from depression at some time or another. Some of us suffer from debilitating depression at some point in our lives. Try everything you can. Do one thing at a time and see if it helps.
I don't think any of us know what life is going to have in store. I hope you give life a chance. Oh, and I know you have no immediate plans. I just know you aren't really sure what is out there. Did you ever really know? That's something to ponder.
"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy. - Hamlet (1.5.167-8), Hamlet to Horatio. your philosophy ] i.e., philosophy (or learning) in general. The emphasis here should be on "dreamt of", as Hamlet is pointing out how little even the most educated people can explain."
I also consider the above when pondering on religion and god. I can't know. Notice the word, "can't". All I can do is best guess. Or as I sometimes post, guesstimate, which means I have a little knowledge and the rest is conjecture. The result being a guesstimate.
"I'm significant!! Screamed the dust speck." - Bill Watterson
"And this, too, shall pass away."