10-18-2011, 11:50 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2011
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|  Tryna get over the past
I have been with my wife for 16 yrs since we were 16 yrs old we benn married for 5 yrs we have 2 little beautiful girls, i love my wife to death. For the 5 yrs we been married i have struggled with the past everyday all day for yrs now. When we met freshman year in high school we were in love, my mom got diagnosed with cancer and died a year later my wife was by my side the whole time i grew an attachment to her so from there on i was crazy about her. when we we were 21 yrs old we got engaged and lived at my dads we were planning a future to get married, saving money for a house. Then 1 day she came home and said she wasnt in love with me anymore and left me, i was crushed i lost tons of weight, couldnt eat ,sleep, or function. I got hooked on pills and was drinking till i couldnt feel the pain, i wanted to die litterally, but she kept me holding on by coming back every week and leaving again. Well come to find out she left me for some ugly desperate loser that was an aquantance of mine he was more freinds with my wife but i never thought she would go for him, he nasty and fat, my wife is beautiful. Anyway i went to him when she left me at 1st and cried to him and he knew what he was doing. When she told me about it i snapped. We got back together mths later and it was still going on behind my back phone calls love emails from him, but my wife swears until this day she never did anything sexually with him, she said she just liked talking to him he repulsed her from the letters and all i dont believe her, im getting mad writing all this. I dont know what to do anymore its eating me up everyday i kiss or touch my wife i think it, i wanna know if i have some attachment to her i can break, please help me.
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