Thank you, it has been so hard I still can't believe she's gone, I think about life a lot different than I did before. I do try to Get out & walk or go outside with my son and play and I'm constantly cleaning all day, I can't stay still. And I do go see a therapist & doctor I just started taking wellbutrin & busbar a few days ago. I'm praying that it kicks in soon bec I feel so overwhelmed a lot of days. I usually end up getting frustrated and crying at the end of the night here lately it's been every night. It seems like I try so hard but get No where with my mental illness. I know my husband would give anything to be around my son but we've burned so many bridges his family doesn't like me and mine doesn't like him. They always try to keep us a part and I totally get where they're coming from & why they think that. I wish we could live where I'm at but he would have no where to go. I live in tn and he lives in Colorado. I have been in and out of my sons life I took Care of him the first 3 years of his life and his dad the other 3. And I don't talk about my daughters a lot bec when I lost custody of our first daughter she was 4 months old & that's the same time I lost custody of my son. Our other 2 daughters we gave for adoption. We've put ourselves thru so much. We were iv heroin users & alcoholics. It's been so rough. And yes I'm worried that if we get back together it's gonna happen again he's like let's prove them wrong. But my dads trying to Get my life together and is letting me stay in his house but I'm stuck here alone everyday. It scares the **** outta me. I get where everyone else coming from but it overwhelms me so much.
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